[grudge] vt grudged ; grudg.ing [ME grucchen, grudgen to grumble, complain, fr. MF groucier, of Gmc origin; akin to MHG grogezen to howl] (14c): to be unwilling to give or admit: give or allow with reluctance or resentment: begrudge "didn't ~ the time spent on planning" -- grudg.er n
[2]grudge n (15c): a feeling of deep-seated resentment or ill will syn see malice