be ‧ grudge /bɪˈɡrʌdʒ/ BrE AmE verb [transitive usually in negatives]
1 . to feel angry or upset with someone because they have something that you think they do not deserve
begrudge somebody something
We shouldn’t begrudge her this success.
2 . to feel annoyed or unhappy that you have to pay something, give someone something etc
begrudge somebody something
The farmer’s wife never begrudged him a meal at the end of the day.
begrudge doing something
I begrudge spending so much money on train fares.